I’m really unsure of what to say. I want to write on here every day but lately I haven’t had anything positive to say. I don’t want to write to complain or drag people down. I want to write to lift people up, to help inspire them with what I’m going through. But I haven’t felt inspirational lately.
So here I am, writing mostly for the sake of writing. These past few days have been the best but at the same time the worst. I rescued a dog on Monday (something I’ll write about more later) and I’ve been training her almost every day since, which I love doing.
But at the same time, my family is doing a lot of the things that I can’t handle and that I hate. And I’m not sure how to cope with it or what to do. I don’t feel safe. I don’t feel loved. And those are things that I just…I can’t deal with very well.
I will say this: I have an AMAZING husband.
He’s pulled me through these last few days with remarkable strength and courage. I don’t know what I’d do without him, honestly. I’m hoping he’ll write another post on here soon so he can share his story with ya’ll more.
But for now, I’m exhausted and I need to either rest or do something to stay active. Great choices, right? I’ll be trying to post more soon, I promise.
Thank you for your continued support even through my tough days. It always makes me smile to see my blog posts favorited or commented on.